我又開始用加加輸入法了
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無心的一句話，只要反復斟酌，也會品味出其中的意味。
以后一定他娘的要努力不在乎不該在乎的東西。包括人，包括錢，包括言語，包括理論。
我可不可以活的更不動聲色一點？
更麻木一點。
有些話想用非自己母語的語言表達出來還真是很難。
而更多的時候連自己的母語也難以詮釋自己的真實想法。
是文采的問題么。
還是有一堵敦厚的墻阻礙了別人的窺視。
i will wait.
i know
even though we get together
there's no result at last
it's my turn to be a virgin to be a bitch to be a rubbish
it's my turn to bear all of these
but i wanna say i will wait
still wait
even though i'm not sure
whoever
whatever
-------------------------------------------------------
EDIE SEDGWICK (1943-1971)
I don't know how she did it. Fire
She was shaking all over. It took
her hours to put her make-up on.
But she did it. Even the false eye-lashes.
She ordered gin with triple
limes. Then a limosine. Everyone
knew she was the real heroine of
Blonde on Blonde.
oh it isn't fair
oh it isn't fair
how her ermine hair
turned men around
she was white on white
so blonde on blonde
and her long long legs
how I used to beg
to dance with her
but I never had
a chance with her
oh it isn't fair
how her ermine hair
used to swing so nice
used to cut the air
how all the men
used to dance with her
I never got a chance with her
though I really asked her
down deep
where you do
really dream
in the mind
reading love
I'd get
insideher move
and we'd
turn around
and she'd
turn around
and turn the head
of everyone in town
her shaking shaking
glittering bones
second blonde child
after brian jones
oh it isn't fair
how I dreamed of her
and she sleptand she slept
forever
and I'll never dance
with her no never
she broke down
like a babylike a baby girl
like a lady
with ermine hair
oh it isn't fair
and I'd like to see
her rise again
her white white bones
with baby brian jones
baby brian jones
like blushing
baby dolls
Patti Smith
Seventh Heaven (1972)
Telegraph Books, Boston, MA, USA
pain with happiness
got from andy's blog.when i have something real,cruel,from the depths of my heart,
i found i don't have a place whitch belongs to me only.
i found i don't have a place whitch belongs to me only.
i'm so unaided now.
i'm a transparent boy bitch.
復蘇
It\'s so hard to say that I\'m sorry I\'ll make everything alright all these things that I\'ve done now what have I become and where they go wrong I dont mean to hurt just to put you first I wont tell you lies (I\'m sorry) I will stand accused with my hand on my heart, I\'m just trying to say; I\'m sorry, it\'s all that I can say you mean so much and I\'d fix all that I\'ve done, if I could start again I threw it all away, to the shadows of regrets and you would have the best of me I know that I can\'t take back all the of the mistakes but I will try although it\'s not easy I know you believe me cause I would not lie don\'t believe the lies, told from jealous eyes they dont understand (I\'m sorry) I will break your heart, I will bring you down, but I will have to say; I\'m sorry, it\'s all that I can say you mean so much and I\'d fix all that I\'ve done, if I could start again I threw it all away, to the shadows of regrets and you would have the best of me I\'m sorry, it\'s all that I can say you mean so much and I\'d fix all that I\'ve done, if I could start again I threw it all away, to the shadows of regrets and you would have the best of me
---------------sum41 best of me
我幾個月沒有過來更新了？
自從上次把《混長》貼過來之后好像就沒來幾次。
在此期間我搞了一個豆瓣，搞了一個blogbus。不過都玩膩了。
我把頭發剪短了，寸頭，每根都一樣長。
十一假期馬上結束
我在家也呆夠了
把在學校寫的文章打了出來
投了電子稿
投給誰都忘了
原本叫做《活在明天》后改為《向撒旦保證》的小說現在定為了《單軌時光》
主人公刪掉了三個
大手術之后的作品得到了阿貓的認可
我自己覺得也不錯
只是不知道往下還怎么寫
不知還有沒有人來這里
上次桃跟我說這里很久沒更新了
當時我想 我還有必要要blogspot嗎？
windows live是我不能變的blog
很簡潔的一個地方
但讀者甚少
這里讀者也不多
但這里夠繁華
不想寫太多
下午打了一篇小說回了一封郵件
說實話 回那位老師的日語郵件對我來說很糾結
以后我必須拿著字典和筆記回
不然我的大腦一片空白
---------------sum41 best of me
我幾個月沒有過來更新了？
自從上次把《混長》貼過來之后好像就沒來幾次。
在此期間我搞了一個豆瓣，搞了一個blogbus。不過都玩膩了。
我把頭發剪短了，寸頭，每根都一樣長。
十一假期馬上結束
我在家也呆夠了
把在學校寫的文章打了出來
投了電子稿
投給誰都忘了
原本叫做《活在明天》后改為《向撒旦保證》的小說現在定為了《單軌時光》
主人公刪掉了三個
大手術之后的作品得到了阿貓的認可
我自己覺得也不錯
只是不知道往下還怎么寫
不知還有沒有人來這里
上次桃跟我說這里很久沒更新了
當時我想 我還有必要要blogspot嗎？
windows live是我不能變的blog
很簡潔的一個地方
但讀者甚少
這里讀者也不多
但這里夠繁華
不想寫太多
下午打了一篇小說回了一封郵件
說實話 回那位老師的日語郵件對我來說很糾結
以后我必須拿著字典和筆記回
不然我的大腦一片空白
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