这是上周的某天凌晨三点，我带着多多出去拉屎。
又是一个春草日
不知怎么回事这几天特别不愿意写日志不愿意把这些生活啊感想啊什么的让别人看也不想出门日子特别难熬毫无目的毫无乐趣下载了几个世界禁片有曾经一度寻找的感官世界之类好多部我都忘了名字并没有什么让我觉得值得禁的东西不过是裸露而已一部好的片子就需要裸那才是艺术昨天下了一天的雨今天凌晨看了一点王小柔的都是妖蛾子有的地方特逗每个作家都有自己的特色那些幽默感以及对生活标新立异的感悟那些突如其来的灵感都值得我学习珍藏成为日后的快慰凌晨四点想跟别人聊天躺在床上晃了几个人都关机就小燕开机把我给骂了说她正在睡觉睡到下午断断续续地睡眠起床后和超人去兴工街买了新一期的0086里面全是超人知道的我一概不认识的人似乎大部分都是地下和半地下的年轻人文艺青年也许在大街上抽烟旁边就是下水道热乎乎的气体并没有让人反胃的味道阴沉的天气中南海的气息回家时看见我妈的身影喊着小狗的名字多多我以为她在遛狗没想到回家后她说多多差点丢了然后又是把我奶一顿埋怨我说你别生气了自己还遭罪多多回来了不愿意回家巴望着门口浑身僵硬我感到有什么事曾经发生过但根本无法确定是什么也许我出门之后家里发生了什么让它这么害怕又或许它感觉到了什么不详的气息所以畏惧这就是我的一天一个不需要标点修饰的日子
i cannot forget it
all i need is time, a moment that is mine.
it's hard to discrub how i feel now.
i'm sad.
it's hard to discrub how i feel now.
i'm sad.
活著
我每天凌晨睡覺，中午醒來。醒來后總是拖延一會兒，看看手機或者在床上打幾個滾，然后洗臉刷牙。我的午飯就是我的早飯，有時也代替了晚飯。
我的生活總是很有規律，上學時有上學的規律，放假又有放假時的規律。從不打亂。
我最近在密謀寫一個小說，打算畢業前出版。目前已寫了兩萬字。
這些天我總是夢見一些熟人，我還夢到我在課堂上和班主任打架，夢到×××過年的時候找我去他家看春晚。特別多的事兒，一晚上能夢見好幾出。起床后我得用十分鐘的時間讓自己清醒清醒。
最近我的脾氣特差，我根本沒法和我爸說三句以上的話。我不知為什么一看見他就特別煩。
我的軍裝褲子改了兩次了，還是特別肥。這身傻屄的軍裝讓我對綠色失去了全部的好感，我這輩子再也不想穿綠色的衣服了。
煩死了，馬上就他媽開學了，我作業還一個字沒寫。這還讓不讓人活了，十月份有考試，估計還得檢查頭發什么的，跟大傻屄似的。
我狗年罵月能畢業啊我操我真受不了我們學校，我一想到又要上學我就發慌我的心都碰碰的跳。我的學生生涯多么驚悚啊，上了十年的學，每個學校都有讓我難以接受的地方。我真他媽煩死學校了。
我只能把希望寄托在我的學業和我的novel上。孩兒們啊。。。
我的生活總是很有規律，上學時有上學的規律，放假又有放假時的規律。從不打亂。
我最近在密謀寫一個小說，打算畢業前出版。目前已寫了兩萬字。
這些天我總是夢見一些熟人，我還夢到我在課堂上和班主任打架，夢到×××過年的時候找我去他家看春晚。特別多的事兒，一晚上能夢見好幾出。起床后我得用十分鐘的時間讓自己清醒清醒。
最近我的脾氣特差，我根本沒法和我爸說三句以上的話。我不知為什么一看見他就特別煩。
我的軍裝褲子改了兩次了，還是特別肥。這身傻屄的軍裝讓我對綠色失去了全部的好感，我這輩子再也不想穿綠色的衣服了。
煩死了，馬上就他媽開學了，我作業還一個字沒寫。這還讓不讓人活了，十月份有考試，估計還得檢查頭發什么的，跟大傻屄似的。
我狗年罵月能畢業啊我操我真受不了我們學校，我一想到又要上學我就發慌我的心都碰碰的跳。我的學生生涯多么驚悚啊，上了十年的學，每個學校都有讓我難以接受的地方。我真他媽煩死學校了。
我只能把希望寄托在我的學業和我的novel上。孩兒們啊。。。
my olympic night
i called some friends from graffti group in OICQ to go to the olympic square to watch the live broadcast of the Olympics. but to my surprise, the large screen there was dismantled. so we go to McDonald's to drink coca cola and watch the small TV of here.
the mark of olympic square.
maybe 8 o'clock we came out and don't know where to go. i really don't wanna call that to mind.they just wanna watch the opening ceremony of the olympic games, but we have no place. so they decided to back home. i was very angry, then most of them went away, just left Superman and Littlehang. we backed to McDonald's to continue watching TV. at about 9 o'clock, Superman had to back home so he left, only Littlehang and me stayed there. we watched still the McDonald's put up the shuttles. we walked from olympic square to renmin queare.
stayed at renmin square.
i was very tired then we sitted down in a park. that was nearly 11 o'clock. that was not the first time i don't back home at night, but that was the first time that i don't back home and stay at a quiet park. cool wind and some one walks a dog. i like that feeling.then we took a texi to a KTV, at there we watched the end of the opening ceremony of the olympic games. lining lit the olympic flame.
severl people were watching.
after that we began to sing songs. that was happy. this morning i backed home and slept form 8 o'clock to 18 o'clock. i was very sleepy.
littlehang was sleeping at that time.
lost my passion
as soon as i came into a new part of the novel i felt it's too difficult to express how i feel in the strory.
i was tring to descrip a boy who called "liangsi". he has a broken heart and his parents divorced when he was a middle school student.
it's really diffcult to make up a story to me. because i'm not a man of wide knowledge and experience.
i should find my passion.
i was tring to descrip a boy who called "liangsi". he has a broken heart and his parents divorced when he was a middle school student.
it's really diffcult to make up a story to me. because i'm not a man of wide knowledge and experience.
i should find my passion.
graffiti on the roof
It's rainning today, i went to a place called "jiaofang" to play with my friend superman. We went to his house's roof straightly, then we doodled over the wall.
He showed me his magazine(however i forget the name), he is a fashionable boy, he reads"0086" and some other fashionable magezines.
we somked, and talked much about punk, rock band, youth arts , underground things, movies and so on.
me.
He is a creative boy, really knows much more then me. from him i got too much knowladge, but i forgot too much either when i backed home.
Mr.superman.
the mark of converse on the left is drew by him, the skull on the right is drew by me.
He showed me his magazine(however i forget the name), he is a fashionable boy, he reads"0086" and some other fashionable magezines.
we somked, and talked much about punk, rock band, youth arts , underground things, movies and so on.
me.He is a creative boy, really knows much more then me. from him i got too much knowladge, but i forgot too much either when i backed home.
Mr.superman.
the mark of converse on the left is drew by him, the skull on the right is drew by me.
J
Deleted some of my old diaries, they make me feel so boring.
Maybe i love somebody now, believe me. this feeling is creative and full of passion.
This colourful feeling made me know a truth: those guys who i loved before just a false appearance. now this is a alive/ clean/ cute.....love.
Oh god i hate to say love usually. but it's true. even now i cannot believe either.
Fall in love at first sight. is there anyone believes ?
Hey! Washington! wait me! i will run to you someday! i--will--live--in--your--heart--with--my--dear--honey!!!!
Wait me! the whole world!! wait me!!! yeah!!!!
Maybe i love somebody now, believe me. this feeling is creative and full of passion.
This colourful feeling made me know a truth: those guys who i loved before just a false appearance. now this is a alive/ clean/ cute.....love.
Oh god i hate to say love usually. but it's true. even now i cannot believe either.
Fall in love at first sight. is there anyone believes ?
Hey! Washington! wait me! i will run to you someday! i--will--live--in--your--heart--with--my--dear--honey!!!!
Wait me! the whole world!! wait me!!! yeah!!!!
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